At times it feel impossible to have any time alone. My life used to be nothing but alone time, but 2 children and a fiance later, it is rarely ever just me. Not really that I want to be "alone" persay, as a matter of fact it would be nice to feel like I was able to spend time with my family, but not doing the silly things that we do. I feel like the sitting alone in a room while the television blares full blast and the oldest runs around throwing blocks is far from any family time experience I want to endure. Every moment is precious, please do not get me wrong, it just feels like we don't connect on a family level, for the most part it feels like me and the fiance do not connect at all anymore. I can only pray that things will change right?
